So tired, yet no sleep…

I have been late for work almost everyday this past week…i can’t get to leep until well after 3am and then I’m awake again around 4-4:30am and then 5 and again between 530 and 545 and so on until I have to get up for work and I just DON’T want to…and so I don’t…and then I am late. Luckily-ish for me since it’s winter here I don’t have many morning clients coming to ride usually evening after work and/or school for them…and thankfully my boss is understanding… it just might be a problem later on during summer.

I won’t have much today I have a splitting headache and just no real motivation for much. But on the even more downside found out one of my students has bone cancer that has spread to her lungs already by the time it was discovered…. She’s 10.

That kind of shit really puts things in perspective and yet it doesn’t change how I feel the majority of the time…

Anyway I want to leave with a little bit of a positive for you guys;

I rode my horse today and she did well, we worked on her getting over her funkyness with water and muddy… though I now may have created a mud monster haha.

Well I’m going to go and try and get ride of this headache before it becomes a migraine…

Until Tomorrow

-B